i can't i can't cope with this. we are drowning and they are holding us down. extracting every last penny, creating hurdle after hurdle until we just fall and don't get up again.
i'm so ill and tired and i just can't.
(i'm ... ok. going to get ready for bed now. when husband finishes steam mopping the floors, which he's decided to do at gone midnight because he's really calm right now too. i'm just feeling like the world is falling apart. cause it is.)
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@moonrabbit :blobbigheart: 🌿 :blob_raccoon_heart:
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@moonrabbit
We can cope together. 🤲 ❤️
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@cynthea :Blobhaj_Hug:
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@moonrabbit we’re family and between all of us we can put together enough umph to keep umphing. This journey is one step at a time. We don’t need leaps and bounds.
(But we do need a @&$?ing working autocorrect!)
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@Outis @moonrabbit (quietly piles on some more umph :BlobCat_Huggies: ) hearts to you both, and wishes for warm beverages and good, comforting things while the umph umphs.
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@secretsloth @Outis i saw this last night (i didn't get to sleep till 5ish but was in no state for computering) and it made me cry. love you both, secret grape friends, thank you. we could do a ... brain explodes trying to work this out ... 4?-legged umph. thank you. :bunhdheart: :Blobhaj_Heart:
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@moonrabbit @secretsloth :bearhug:
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@moonrabbit
I'm so sorry. Please DM me if there's anything I can do.
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@ExtraPenguin :Blobhaj_Heart: 🙏
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@moonrabbit I feel you. Everything is so effed right now. All I can offer is a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on, and a hug if you want it. :blobbear_heart:
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@somcak thank you, friend, always the same. :blobrat_heart:
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@moonrabbit 💗
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@ninetiger :Blobhaj_Heart:
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@moonrabbit
You know how when you fly and they do the instructions and always say, put your oxygen mask on first because you can't help others if you pass out first? That metaphorically what we must do, we are no good to others if we don't take care of ourselves.
There are enough of us that we can take mental health breaks while others are fighting, then get back into the fight so they can take a break. Do something lovely tomorrow. Offline, in nature if possible.
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@Puck thank you :Blobhaj_Heart_Rainbow:
alas, my today did not involve lovely, but perhaps the week-end will. i hope yours has been good! 🌱
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@blue :blobrat_heart: 🙏 :Blobhaj_Heart_Rainbow:
how went your day?
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@moonrabbit 🎭 My day did not go yesterday so I cancelled it and am trying afresh today 😁
How are you today? :Blobhaj_Hug:
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@blue ooh excellent plan! one that can be repeated ad infinitum, i hope? :BlobCat_Giggle:
(i also hope that your today is going / going better. at least it's friday! ooh are you nearly at crafty times?? :Blobhaj_Love_Wins: )
i am ... something? better than the past few, so that IS something. not much sleep, but it's sunny and somethingorother mumble mumble at least it's not yesterday! 😂
wishing you a Very Good One :Blobhaj_Hug:
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@moonrabbit
Today was a day of many days shmushed into one, but Things were Achieved and I had smol adventures, and overall it was pretty good.
I'm not at crafty times (thanks for remembering!!) because I have to finish writing a course by Monday so... 🤷
I'm glad you're somewhat something of some kind :Blobhaj_Ani_Hearts: I hope you had a decent-ish day and that tomorrow will be sunny again for you! :blobrat_heart:
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@moonrabbit I’m so sorry. I feel so powerless to help. Virtual hugs I can do but I wish I could do more. :blobcatheart: :dragnheart:
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@helenclayton thank you lovely. how are you doing? thursday-friday go ok? :blobcatheart:
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@moonrabbit 👋. It went ok! Just thinking where to go tomorrow for a pre-haircut walk. I’m thinking coast.
How are you doing? :blobcatheart:
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@helenclayton i'm, er, not crying near hysterically like i was earlier?
kitten wouldn't eat ... went nearly 24hrs w/o food. but this would appear to be because he's thoroughly decided he's off the normal food and will only eat the expensive stuff. as soon as we gave him that, he ate. (it's the same fucking food. 100g sachets vs 200g tins. he's decided he will only eat sachets, but they cost loads more. it does look/smell different, tbf, but it's theoretically IDENTICAL. maybe something about the cooking method? idk.)
anyway!
yeah.
are you just having a trim or Something Significant? say hello to the coast for me, if you go :blobcatheart:
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@moonrabbit oh no, that is not what you needed 😢. There is something different about sachet and tinned cat fud (not that I’ve tried it) but gah! I’m so glad he’s eating again though.
Not sure re hair. It’s my first trip to a hairdresser since we moved so slightly anxious. But it’s only hair right 🤷♀️. It’s not like I go anywhere and there’s always hats.
I will say hello to the sea for you and post pics. 🌊
Hang in there, lovely. :blobcatheart:
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@helenclayton :blobrat_heart: thank you.
it'll be ok re the hair i'm sure, maybe just go mild so you can judge the new person's skills? unless of course you fancy a Change ...
have a lovely one and take care of you :blobcatheart:
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@moonrabbit @helenclayton
Perhaps, out of sight, you could spoon the tinned stuff into some saved sachets, and then serve it ostentatiously from the sachet in front of him...
I mean it makes your life much more difficult, and being a cat, that might just be all he wants...? 😉 😺
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@suearcher @moonrabbit sneaky!
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@helenclayton @suearcher ha! very sneaky. but alas, he's too clever by half. it doesn't smell the same, see (smell!). we've tried mixing it and pretending to give him sachet and swapping plates and he knows, every time. i mean i would prefer him fussy to not eating bc he's ill, but it isn't half frustrating, seeing as he has been ill and we can't let him go w/o food. bah!
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@moonrabbit @helenclayton
Oh dear, he really is too clever by half!
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@suearcher @helenclayton clever and yet so not, bless his little heart 😂
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@moonrabbit @helenclayton
I have known academics like that...
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@suearcher @helenclayton i think that might apply to humans in general. although, some are definitely not clever :blobcatscared:
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@moonrabbit :blobcatheart: :blobcatheart: :blobcatheart:
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@moonrabbit hope you got some sleep and things look less awful today.
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@autoperipatetikos :Blobhaj_Heart: thank you. how's yours been / how are you?
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@moonrabbit I had another call with a different doctor and now my mind is all over the place 😘 how are things with you?
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@autoperipatetikos oh ack. if ever you need to vent, i'm always here. sending comfort and calm and much earth to you.🌳 :bunhdheart:
things here have not yet exploded today, so i'm taking that as a good sign!
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@moonrabbit thanks. I hope all is OK with your little lovelies today 😍
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@autoperipatetikos things are not fantastic with kitten, but they're better than they were. so i'll take it, for now! thank you :Blobhaj_Heart_Rainbow:
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@moonrabbit I totally hear you 🫂 I’m feeling despair too… and all those things. Don’t know how to process the number of people allowing this to unfold… don’t know what to do, myself…
Hope you’re doing better today, but I know this is stuff that’s hard to block out. I don’t want to block it out, either! My ability to focus is so bad right now. Sending gentle hugs 🫂
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@AnAutieAtUni thank you :Blobhaj_Hug:
it's the global stuff but also our personal situation, which is really very bad, but as a result of much of the rest, sigh. it just ... sometimes is too much. especially with the new bureaucracy shit that dropped yesterday. bah.
how are you today? :BlobCat_Hug:
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@moonrabbit hey friend. Just know you’re not alone. 🫂💗🙏
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@DrSuzanne that means very much, thank you :Blobhaj_Heart: (and you're not either, just in case you ever need to know) :Blobhaj_Heart_Rainbow:
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@moonrabbit 🙏
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@moonrabbit I hope your today has been a little better.
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@RolloTreadway thank you. honestly it's been a bit of a shit show, but at least tomorrow is ... not today!
how are you feeling?
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@moonrabbit Yes, I could do with tomorrow too, if only to move time on a bit. Sorry things are going so badly.
Although in fairness I've not had a particularly bad day. Work was tedious but nothing worse than that has happened. Still, once night has fallen I've been very tense and anxious again.
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@RolloTreadway thank you :Blobhaj_Heart:
and ugh, anxiety, etc., at night is just miserable. i'm so sorry you're dealing with it. i hope you can get some good sleep tonight and that tomorrow is brighter. and that tomorrow night is better too. gentle hugs to you and much calm.
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@moonrabbit it’s all a bunch of arse. Sorry ive got nothing better to say than that and you’re not alone. There’s loads of people feeling the same. Sometimes you need to go from macro to micro and just look at the small things that bring some joy into your life. Hang in there 🫶
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@luke thank you. and yes. there are always little things, even if they're surrounded by arse on pretty much every level. which is an interesting image.
sending you much goodness and persistence :Blobhaj_Heart_Rainbow:
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@moonrabbit Feeling much the same way. Also obsessively cleaning things like your husband.
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@greenmountaingirl ah this made me laugh, thank you, because i'm now imagining that you're obsessively cleaning my husband (or similar items) 😂
but yes it's all clearly pretty bad, because he rarely cleans voluntarily!
sigh.
sending you goodness and comforts, and i hope some light shines into your world today. :BlobCat_Flower:
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