Ancestors

Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-18 at 23:25

I just prepped Hopey's evening medicated meatball, but she just stayed in her bed. Hand delivered her some crunchies which she did eat, but I've been remembering the last time we tried meds for her hyperthyroid, which made her very lethargic and even made her white fur turn yellow when she didn't feel the urge to use the litterbox.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-19 at 04:43

After a bit of a nap, we both got up. I heard her use the litterbox, but wasn't sure where she went after that. Feeling a little desperate, I offered some nip, to which she chirped a bit and enjoyed. Then she hung out in her tunnel for a bit, then I heard her eat her crunchies. Then she hopped up onto my bed by herself, which always makes me happy. So things are good. :)

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-19 at 12:40

She's had some crunchies this morning. We're currently back in/on my bed, big napping mood. I'll call the vet tomorrow.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-19 at 17:18

My mom came over with some different wet food, which the kitty ate, but not the crushed pill at the bottom of the bowl. She's apparently onto the trick.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-20 at 13:22

Just made an appointment at the vet's in a couple hours. Crunchies offered last night have not been eaten, nor this morning's wet food.

Time to get dressed, I s'pose.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-20 at 14:08

I called the vet back and gave them some more info about the last time she was on a med for the hyperthyroid--lethargy, yellowing fur. Now waiting for a call back from the doc.

The crunchies have now been eaten, so that's good news. We'll get through this.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-20 at 18:56

It's been a few hours since the dr called me back. For now I'll go back to giving Hopey the special prescription food and we'll see how she is at her follow-up appt next week. Thanks for all the supportive notes. 😻

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-22 at 02:57

Hope ate very little, if anything, today, but is semi-active—i.e., makes some sounds, let Dad rub her tummy when he brought me home from chorale rehearsal. I'm expecting a check-in call from the vet tomorrow or the next day.

I left rehearsal about 20 mins early because I was worried about the kitty and it was turning into a spiral. Mom had given Dad some tasty lemon cookies for me though, which was a nice little treat.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-22 at 14:00

Talked to the vet around half an hour ago. We have an appt for bloodwork this afternoon. I'm just anxious and trying to coordinate work responsibilities around this.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-22 at 23:33

Got home ~half an hour ago with meds to stimulate her appetite. She's currently in her bed in the kitchen. I'm just letting some cello music wash over me.

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Toot

Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-23 at 11:22

I heard her nosing around her bowl of crunchies around half an hour ago. From the ~10 kibbles that were there, she might have eaten three, but it's something.

The info on the stimulant says that one of the side effects is vocalizing. yes, I can attest that it is. Hopey is usually a pretty quiet girl, at least with me, so the random meowing when she's wandering around is a little disconcerting.

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Descendants

Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-23 at 13:55

Purrs are in progress, on top of me lying on the couch.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-24 at 01:58

I'm scared.

Mom came over tonight to give Hopey a second dose of appetite stimulant. Hopey took it, but threw up shortly afterward. We tried some different offerings of food, even scrambled egg, and she wasn't interested. Also, the yellowing of her fur has apparently spread beyond just on her tummy.

I'm expecting a call from the doc tomorrow, and I'm scared of what options are left. (1/2)

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-24 at 01:58

I keep thinking of how my cat's name is Hope, and losing her this week feels too on-the-nose. (2/2)

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-24 at 13:41

We went to the emergency vet this morning. Since she's not keeping even water down, we've decided it's best to say goodbye. We're currently at home--I want to try for at least one more cuddle--and I'll set up a time with the at-home vet for tonight or tomorrow. 😿 😻

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-24 at 17:11

About 45 mins ago she went and had a big drink from a water dish, and I think is keeping it down. 😄

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-25 at 02:59

It's been a tough day. Tomorrow afternoon we'll say our last goodbye.

I'm scared about the future after she's gone—petting and cuddling her has been a real anchor for me in stressful times over the past 7 years—but I know it's the right decision since she won't eat. (1/2)

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-25 at 02:59

Tonight my twin best friends came over for hugs and to say goodbye to Hopey. It's also helped to talk to her directly: telling her how much I love her and what a good friend she's been, reminiscing about the good times we had together. (2/2)

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Written by littlemiao :jewish_pride_flag: on 2025-01-23 at 15:00

@Starry1086 :BlobCat_Heart:

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Written by laen on 2025-01-23 at 17:07

@Starry1086 oh bless her. how'd it go with the vet?

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-23 at 17:34

@moonrabbit Ok, I guess. The dr was very thorough about possible next steps... I'm just impatient for the kitty to feel better.

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Written by laen on 2025-01-23 at 17:51

@Starry1086 i know that feeling! i hope she improves very very very soon.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-23 at 18:19

@moonrabbit ❤️

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Written by Melissa on 2025-01-24 at 02:01

@Starry1086 I'm so sorry! Dear Hope ❤

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Written by SunnJax 🌞🏳️‍🌈 :Fire_Pride: on 2025-01-24 at 02:02

@Starry1086 I’m so sorry about Hope.

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Written by dillyd on 2025-01-24 at 13:49

@Starry1086 I'm so sorry 💜

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Written by Dan McCullough on 2025-01-24 at 13:56

@Starry1086 I’m so sorry. What a good friend.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-24 at 14:27

@danmccullough Yeah.

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Written by Helen Clayton on 2025-01-24 at 14:03

@Starry1086 I’m so sorry, also that I missed that you were going through this. Sending much love and strength to you 💚.

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Written by handmade ghost on 2025-01-24 at 14:17

@Starry1086 Oh, I am so, so sorry. 💜🫂

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Written by Stacey Cornelius on 2025-01-24 at 14:32

@Starry1086 Oh Ellen, I'm so sorry. I know how hard this is. You fought hard for your girl. Sending you all much love.

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Written by Melissa on 2025-01-24 at 15:22

@Starry1086 I'm so sorry, what an awful loss. Thinking of you and all the love you shared. :meowheart:

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-24 at 15:24

@mtechman Currently in bed, with her next to my pillow.

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Written by Melissa on 2025-01-24 at 15:28

@Starry1086 I send hugs to you both and love 💘

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Written by laen on 2025-01-24 at 21:26

@Starry1086 oh??? 🍀

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-25 at 03:01

Not sure when I'll be back to read everyone's posts. it'll be fucking hard, but I need some time to process.

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Written by littlemiao :jewish_pride_flag: on 2025-01-25 at 05:09

@Starry1086 I am so sorry. This is heartbreaking. Hope and you are in my heart. You don’t need to reply to this post. Know that I am thinking of you, and so grateful that you had each other even though it wasn’t for nearly long enough. I’m grateful that you shared Hope with us here.

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Written by Justin Derrick on 2025-01-25 at 05:58

@Starry1086 Read the whole thread, and I know this pain. Focus on the good - the good life you gave your companion and friend. We are blessed with long life and cursed to have to say goodbye to the fuzzy critters that we love so dearly.

❤️

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-25 at 19:43

Mom and I are both having second thoughts, because Hopey jumped in the bathtub like she used to do. It seems she's fighting back...we want another opinion. I've called the at-home vet to cancel today's appt.

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Written by Helen Clayton on 2025-01-25 at 20:06

@Starry1086 a second opinion sounds sensible…trust your feelings :blobcatheart:

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-26 at 00:41

Good signs:

-Hopey spent a few minutes just now drinking drips from the bathtub faucet by catching them in her paw and licking it

-She has not made the horrible gagging sounds since we made the decision to cancel today's appointment

-She gave some normal sounding meows for the first time in several days

As I told Mom--who is staying overnight to help with observation--"I did not name this cat Hope for nothing."

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-26 at 00:46

For now, we've put down liquid (baby food and broth) and a few kibbles and will see if she decides to try either.

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Written by littlemiao :jewish_pride_flag: on 2025-01-26 at 02:48

@Starry1086 Sending you all love and purrs and strength.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-26 at 03:41

@littlemiao Thank you. I just brought Hopey into my room and she's resting next to my pillow. Still lots of unknowns, but the purrs from you and the miaolings are so so appreciated. 😽

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-26 at 01:06

Ugh, I spoke too soon. Throwing up count set back to 0. :ablobcatcry:

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-26 at 08:50

We just found Hopey hiding in the guest room closet; fortunately that's where her spare bed stays. She hasn't touched any of the food we left out and can only keep water down half the time, so in a few hours I'll try to make an at-home vet appointment for Monday. Will spend today loving on her and talking to her.

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Written by littlemiao :jewish_pride_flag: on 2025-01-26 at 18:17

@Starry1086 That is so difficult. Sending you and Hope comforting purrs. We’re thinking of you.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-26 at 19:47

@littlemiao Thank you, sweet friends. I'm glad I recorded some purrs from her last week.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-27 at 17:34

Hopey is now at peace. I was able to have her on my lap as she drifted off, and I found it so comforting and peaceful. Now I don't have to be worried that she won't eat, or on alert for awful sounds, or wonder where she is when she isn't in arm's reach.

I'm going to try for a nap now. Thank you to all who have followed along and sent love and support this past week.

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Written by Helen Clayton on 2025-01-27 at 17:52

@Starry1086 I’m so sorry 💔. Sending much love.

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Written by SunnJax 🌞🏳️‍🌈 :Fire_Pride: on 2025-01-27 at 18:03

@Starry1086 I’m so sorry. Wishing you some comfort.

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-27 at 18:08

@SunnJax 💜

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Written by Stacey Cornelius on 2025-01-27 at 18:06

@Starry1086 It's a hard decision to make. She knew how much she was loved.

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Written by Dan McCullough on 2025-01-27 at 18:24

@Starry1086 Glad you could have those final moments together. Very sorry.

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Written by laen on 2025-01-27 at 19:35

@Starry1086 i'm so so sorry. all the love and care and peace to you and to hopey too :Blobhaj_Heart:

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Written by Ellen (away for a bit) on 2025-01-27 at 19:55

@moonrabbit I can still sense her presence here, without the suffering and stress…I’m sure you get what I mean. 💜

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Written by laen on 2025-01-27 at 20:33

@Starry1086 i so much do :Blobhaj_Heart:

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Written by Felicity Shoulders on 2025-01-28 at 01:24

@Starry1086 I’m so sorry, Ellen. We had an at-home goodbye to our beloved and venerable lady now over two years ago, and I still cry if I think too much about it. I’m sorry the wages of loving something small and perfect are this eventual time of feeling one’s heart one huge bruise.

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Written by Melissa on 2025-01-28 at 01:44

@faerye @Starry1086

So true and well-said. Our dear Rose went very fast and it was a horrible shock, but my close friend had an at-home visit from vet and she said the week before was just as hard.

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Written by Melissa on 2025-01-28 at 01:45

@Starry1086 I'm so glad it was peaceful. My heart is with you.

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Written by littlemiao :jewish_pride_flag: on 2025-01-28 at 14:06

@Starry1086 I’m so sorry. You’re in my thoughts. 💔

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Written by Melissa on 2025-01-25 at 18:05

@Starry1086 It's not enough time, and the good memories are there but it's not easy. Thinking of you ❤

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Written by Jo on 2025-01-25 at 15:38

@Starry1086 I am so sorry for your loss Ellen 💔

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Written by laen on 2025-01-24 at 21:26

@Starry1086 oh no, i'm so so sorry. much love and comfort to you, and much light to you both.

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