I slept ten hours. I'm exhausted and numb. This week was one piece of bad news after another on nearly every topic. And now I'm waiting for a biopsy to figure out if I have thyroid cancer.
I spent the entire day yesterday crying once I got home and didn't have to keep it together. I think something in me burned out. All I ever wanted in my entire fucking life is a bit of joy and happiness. And now that I found it, it feels like something wants to snatch and take it away.
I know, rationally, survival rates, odds, everything, but honestly, all I want is a bit of peace. I want to salvage the years wasted by Michał, finally see the world and my friends. Twenty years of my life, wasted on fear and darkness.
Just give me this chance.
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