Today I saw a fucked up movie but fun. And I succeed in let it go about work at some point.
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I managed to keep up with the workouts in the morning.
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Did a really big walk around the city for several hours.
Managed to keep this guy blocked and it feels soooo good right now.
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Nice cooking, cleaning a bit to help my friend and playing videogames together is nice.
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Finished a videogame, had a good day, feeling okay now.
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Had a good week, feeling okay for this one, even if I'm going to be in a lot of uncomfortable places. I got it.
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I'm exhausted but saw some friends along the day and also: Perséphone. <3
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Still hitting the dancefloor like tomorrow doesn't exist.
Our talk was a fucking success.
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Finally home, met a lot of really interesting people today, had this call with a loved one. I'm feeling strong, competent, and legit in my work.
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I'm getting at this point where I work a lot but feel really good at it, even useful/effective. Sang with people tonight and it was good. Can't wait to be in bed, cuddling the little demon. A good day.
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Today I finally confessed a crush to someone and it seems mutual and now I'm smiling stupidly. :blobderpy:
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Friend's here, lot of good talk and even more good food.
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New books, glasses are finally okay, good food, and finished a TV show just on time!
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Today I started a new workout program in the morning, that means I've been restarted working out for one entire month! Yay me!
On a mental health note. I also feel things are globally improving in my head. I'm trying to stand up everyday, to keep some routines, to work and regain self confidence. I must say it's fucking super hard to fight against myself and things are not perfect, tonight I'm a bit down, but at least, I try, and I know tomorrow will be better.
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I thought today would be nice, but it turned out to be more than that. I feel tired but in good way, also chill, curious and appreciated.
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A very nice day with biking, beautiful sunset, talks, good food and bonus time: cuddles.
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Another nice day with some biking, sun, food and also very good NSFW stuff.
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Museum, food well deserved, bike again, so many fun facts to not remember, plants.
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Swimming with friends and pizza. 🧡
I stopped to go swimming for something like half and a year and now I'm in this wonderful state when you feel tired but in a very good way. I needed that so much.
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Nice weather today for a ride to the river. A lot of laughs and smiles, that kind of stuff is always precious. Also, I saw Perséphone interacting with another human in nice ways.
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Lots of feelings today. Not all positive. Work helped a bit with that.
I'll try to focus on the best for these days to come. New things in my head, a lot of new pretty memories. I feel lucky when I think about it.
I forgot: NEW LEAF INCOMING ON THE MONSTERA AAAH
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Online presentation for Echap went super well and this is one less stressful thing in my head.
Heartstopper last season is just :blob_melt_sob_love:
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Tonight rehearsal was nice and we're getting better, learning stuff together is a great experience.
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Smooth chill day alone at home with some cooking, tv shows, picross and nice tea.
Also I think this thread is now more than six months old, and I didn't miss a day. Yay me!
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All chores done, I played videogames, worked a bit, read (and also finished a book).
I feel fine and relaxed (thank you magnesium). Will read again a bit before sleep.
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A big piece of work is (almost I hope?) done. I went swimming with a dear one and had a nice call with another. A very good day indeed.
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Another work stuff related done, yay! And a nice evening with loved ones and good food. I feel good.
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Today was kind of a perfect balance between almost everything.
Cuddles with Perséphone, workout, work, lunch with my cousin so a little bit of biking (also almost an accident with another bike but everything's alright), work again where I feel I did something nice, talking with some people online, playing video games.
I'm saying almost because I would have loved to have hugs from someone. But still a very good day.
I feel all the hard work I've been doing for months is finally starting to pay off. I'm getting there!
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Not a very good day but at least the work is done again.
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Working is starting to be really tough, but still a lot to do. I feel I'm getting there. Baby steps. I showed my mom one of my big projects in progress and she was impressed. That's a huge reward I think.
Not a perfect day but tomorrow will obviously be better.
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Slow day but a bit busy though?
I worked and cooked and I tried to put some makeup and a nice dress I never dare to wear. I felt beautiful and it's been ages since I had this feeling for real. I also had a very nice evening with my friends, was drunk and happy to share food and laughs.
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Did not get all the chores done but still a lot. Played video games a bit. No hangover but very tired right now. Would like to go to bed and cuddle someone.
Perséphone will get that, obviously.
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Hard time to get out of bed this morning because of the lack of sleep but I still did a lot of work. Tthis is the 3rd week we're going to swim and I feel fantastic! My body seems relaxed, super tired but in a very good way. And I had diner with this cutie pie. <3
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Today was a bit weird but I managed to do some things and I saw my dear friend.
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I DID IT! Work is not completely done but I did the hard part and I feel FREEEEEE!
(I'm not)
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Very good session with the band tonight. I feel we're getting better and we like what's happening. A good vibe. I wouldn't mind to do this every week I guess.
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Rough morning but I still managed to finish the work I've been redoing last two days. And the workout also! I really hope I'm not sick but, we'll see about that tomorrow.
Now my head is full of very cheesy things. :blobcatheart:
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Extra hour of sleep was very welcome today. Did the workout, the chores, finished the jigsaw puzzle, played video games and watched a TV show. Normal solo sunday.
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Monday was slow. But swimming is still great.
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Today I had some sweet time with my friend who took care of me and I felt less ugly than usual.
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Today I had a nice time with my friend, we talked for hours and had good food.
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Today it's been 2 months since I started exercising again. Also, tonight I saw some nice live shows and ate a very good pizza.
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I took everything slowly today.
Feel good.
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I walked into the city, we had a great day with sun.
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Had some time with my friends in the sun today.
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Trying Nudevember again and I'm happy with these 4 pictures so far. It's been a while since I tried to make pictures so I can say it's not that bad for a restart.
Also, I went to the swimming pool and had diner with my friends and it's always a very nice time. I feel tired but super relaxed because of the swimming, it's working well on me.
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I played Minecraft again tonight and I still love to begin new maps with other people.
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I had a long meeting online tonight but I needed to get some things off my shoulders and it helped.
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Really hard to find something today.
At least I'm COVID/flu vaccinated.
Edit: one of my friends gave me a nice little gift.
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This is gonna be very hard right now. But I need to write something or my head will explode.
I cried so much yesterday night and today that my eyes hurt. Luckily I asked for help and wasn't alone the whole day.
I knew it would be hard. I mean. I already know how it feels to lose someone you love so much. But I didn't think I would miss the chance to say goodbye again. Not like that. Not after all these years thinking about how to deal with it.
I don't think I have something really positive to write about today. But I'll remember those years together as just as precious that they were. And all the people around us, all the things we did all together. Especially thinking about the people you are leaving behind and that I get the chance to know and to love today. They're a fucking precious gift.
As you said to me once: "Ce monde est mieux avec toi pour l'habiter." And yes, the world was a better place with you in it. But it's just a ride.
As I said before: so long, love.
Amanda Palmer - The Ride
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGwFtdVpVMI
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Today I felt it again. This fucking tremendous love. Not just for him, but for her, and her, and him. Today is the second day, where my broken heart is feeling I'm not alone in this and they're all around, feeling it. Sadness is still here, but they're too.
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I didn't cry as much as yesterday.
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Today I had very long conversations with people I admire a lot and I was invited to a birthday party.
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Didn't die I guess.
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It is very hard.
Some people are here. I feel grateful but ashamed.
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Still very hard to be in this situation where you're not enough. So tired.
I saw a dear friend tonight after another one took care of my hair. Also: no panic attack today.
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Again, a hard day (days without tears: 0) but I gave my blood and it was about time (2013).
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Tears again but I saw some friends. Stressed out by the next days but I won't be alone.
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A lot of tears but a lot of laughs also. Dear friends are here.
I've met some really nice people for real tonight.
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I don't know how I'm able to type words right now. It's been terrifying, weird, sad, beautiful, nice, interesting, hopeful...
Too much.
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I managed to do some chores and a bit of work today and that's a miracle.
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@lila_bliblu bjr
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@Grandasse_
Je suis mdr.
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@lila_bliblu hug si tu le permet et en ressent le besoin.
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@lila_bliblu :blob_cat_heart:
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@lila_bliblu
:flan_hug:
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@lila_bliblu Thank you for giving, I can’t right now after 25 years of giving!
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@FredricT
I thought I may add some ink under my skin very soon, so, it was a good timing.
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@lila_bliblu bravale ! J'aimerais bien m'y remettre
(Au don du sang, pas à pleurer)
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