This is gonna be very hard right now. But I need to write something or my head will explode.
I cried so much yesterday night and today that my eyes hurt. Luckily I asked for help and wasn't alone the whole day.
I knew it would be hard. I mean. I already know how it feels to lose someone you love so much. But I didn't think I would miss the chance to say goodbye again. Not like that. Not after all these years thinking about how to deal with it.
I don't think I have something really positive to write about today. But I'll remember those years together as just as precious that they were. And all the people around us, all the things we did all together. Especially thinking about the people you are leaving behind and that I get the chance to know and to love today. They're a fucking precious gift.
As you said to me once: "Ce monde est mieux avec toi pour l'habiter." And yes, the world was a better place with you in it. But it's just a ride.
As I said before: so long, love.
Amanda Palmer - The Ride
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGwFtdVpVMI
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