It isn't so much that I think about how everything I do is meaningless. The problem is when I feel like everything I do is meaningless. It's basically impossible to logic my way out of a neurochemical cascade that's been triggered by something I don't understand.
I woke up feeling empty and worthless. You can tell me my life has value, but I can't feel it. I don't know how to reverse it other than waiting it out. Trying to rationalize away the existential pain only deepens it.
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