What has been missing in the breadth of all those relationships is a few deep friends with whom I feel really safe, really connected, people to whom I can turn with any of my bullshit, or hurt, or weird joy, or whatever.
For reasons that counseling is helping me to recognize... I've protected a scared part of myself by keeping most people at a "safe" distance....and ignoring the loneliness that results.
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