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Written by nio on 2024-12-22 at 07:47

but it's very difficult to ask for money and risk investigating conversations when I really need and would accept the right job. Mutual aid has made it easier to beg for money, but no easier to beg for a job lead with more urgency and explain their typical suggestions are not getting me anywhere. I've gone through this with social workers, as well, although the social workers have the same ideas as anyone (they are better at submitting medicaid papers than me, though, thanks for that)

I'm not asking for much out of a job, I just cannot commute there and that seems to be asking for everything. genuinely crazymaking how well-meaning people behave like this job is within reach. anyway. I don't know where to put the temperature of my begging, my whole cassandra complex is worried about the long-term potential for me and my loved ones to be casualties of capitalism. as I see it now, I will be taking actual constitution damage once the dividends of the boomer's economy run dry for me. but I continue to refine the acts of subsisting on less and less. I have actually been living the depression era. I'm good at it.

I spend 70% of the money I have on housing. the only reason I can even try to afford this is because insurance companies will do anything to avoid fixing a roof. there's mold in the bathroom now. I keep saying this. we don't have to leave very soon, but we can't stay here forever just because it's so cheap. I never thought I'd hold out this long. but again, nice to know I'm good at something.

if you are the kind of person who chooses employees, are someone who can pick who you want to work with, or have some influence over one who does, I desperately need an actual remote job. if you by any chance read this and have a follow up suggestion chat GPT is capable of producing, don't, I will save it for the next social worker. so at least the full depths of this failure will be documented if it doesn't turn around. for some future purpose I don't even know yet but, uh!!!, for what purpose should I struggle if not to leave a paper trail??!?!?!?! :fediverso:

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