2022-06-03 ↯

wandering around in the middle of nowhere is so much fun

2022-06-01 ↯

happy pride

my mental health is going weeeooorrprppppthrhfhththfpoopoplmmfmff rn (it's declining)

2022-05-25 ↯

i am NOT slaying. nor am i serving

i am ill

toast doesn't taste like toast anymore. lowkey covid symptoms?? but then again covid symptoms are the same as cold symptoms

2022-05-24 ↯

someone stole my egg mid-boil. i'm angry about it

just absolutely SPRINTED around campus whilst blasting david bowie. i love my friends <33

2022-05-23 ↯

thinking i maybe need therapy

i just got my laptop back from being fixed. it was twice as expensive as buying the laptop in the first place (fuck you apple) and i've lost everything. like obviously i should've saved my photos on the cloud but it's the family cloud and i don't want my parents having access to my camera roll. i am going to start backing up onto google drive or something

i have forgotten my lastpass master password. this is an issue

i remembered it

i have an exam tomorrow and i haven't even crammed. i've gone from week-before revision to night-before revision to morning-of revision and now to no revision. oops

so hypothetically, if i were to get therapy, how would i go about that without telling anyone that i needed therapy? including doctors and therapists i don't want anyone to know i'm mentlaly ill because that's embarrassing

2022-05-22 ↯

stop stalking my flounder

2022-05-20 ↯

my roommate left her alarm going off for ONE. HOUR. this morning. at 6AM!!!

everyone should watch the rocky horror picture show. cult classic

2022-05-19 ↯

it is 6:30am. i am exhausted. but i am studying (kind of)

2022-05-18 ↯

i am exhausted

why is it only wednesday

just described a kettle as "voluptuous". i am losing my mind

everyone should get the app storygraph. it's like a book tracking app but it gives you like pie charts of your genres and you can do reading goals and stuff. i highly recommend it

you ever get a text from someone that is just so out of character? one of my friends just sent an all caps LOL and it threw me off. they have never said that before ever

the word strumpet has been bouncing around my head. i have just thought of a pun

i keep posting things on here just for the sake of it. like i'm bored and i'm like "i'll say something on flounder". i have an addiction

lost my wordle streak. do NOT hit me up

i just tried to climb out of a small window. was too voluptuous. also it was raining

currently in a really hot room that smells of farts and sweat. 0/10

emilia from othello is a girlboss

2022-05-17 ↯

i slept through my fucking alarm

i was supposed to get up early at 6:30 to study and i fucking didn't and now it's 7:30 and i was up until 4:30 and i'm upset

3 hours of sleep is not enough

i hate myself

i thought yesterday was the most stressed i'd ever been but here we are!

last night i lay awake thinking about what i would post on flounder when i woke up at 6am. something like "i am AWAKE at SIX AM because i am STUDYING". i did not wake up at 6am and i did not study (enough)

i am going to wear my titty socks tomorrow for good luck. they are my favourite socks (covered in cartoon titties)

zoe i am also in a mood

i just had the most therapeutic and spectacular shower of my life. i was in there for like 45 minutes i love life

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i lowkey want to put ``` over my entire journal so it can all be in monospace. i feel like it's giving "i'm quirky and different and not like other flounder users" though

it's raining

one day i will figure out the difference between creating a new .gmi file and creating a gemlog post. not today though

i really do not know as much about computers as i claim to

mercury is in retrograde. this must be the cause of my mood thank you zoe

i don't WANT to WORK let me watch NETFLIX in PEACE

someone should invent something that means i can eat sour cream and onion pringles without having to brush my teeth immediately after. like some magic thing that stops them from giving you bad breath. maybe like a spray or something. not enough people recognise my genius

does anyone else have the kind of relationship with their friends where you all just slap each others asses when given the opportunity?

starjump i love your music.gmi i might write about my favourite songs too

i haven't come up with a SINGLE pun today. this is because mercury is in retrograde and i have depression

the possibilities that unfold when you own a sharpie

my work ethic is slipping through my fingers. like the abba song

i want to change my flounder username. it's too long i want a short one. but i'd have to redo my homepage and i can't be bothered

i changed it. constantcrisis becomes nemo. i'm in my quirky name arc

"i wanna be a man so i can get bitches" - my roommate, 2022

there's a rainbow but i can't go outside

zoe i think my symbolic death was the death of my happiness when i got beaten in mariokart. it was so close

on my 5th coca-cola of the day. it's not helping me be productive

drinking coke at half ten pm is a terrible idea. at least i get to add to my tab collecction

when they comment on your body and eating habits😍😍😍

2022-05-16 ↯

today was incredibly stressful. work work work when does it end i just want a nap please and thank you

decided to restart this i didn't like the stuff i wrote this morning. embarrassing. this will happen regularly i can sense it

i am such a big fan of the font on flounder on desktop - it's calibri or something on my phone but here it's monospaced for editing. this is fantastic

time to play some trombone

confusedkeys please post your [redacted] thoughts i'm intrigued now

i made up a joke earlier and now i can't remember it. it will never make its way to jokes.gmi and that is sad

i have a tendency to start journals/take personality quizzes/make endless profiles on things to make them look pretty. i think it's because i like putting my identity in boxes. that's embarrassingly deep but nobody's seeing this so it's fine. well you are but i don't know who you are so i don't really care. this is similar to how i don't mind so much if my data is being sold to the government but i will cry if my mother sees my messages.

i would be insufferable if i'd been born a man. like skater-boy-shitty-guitar-playing-listens-to-the-smiths-individuality-complex insufferable

maintaining a journal is so difficult like i know i've been writing in here constantly since 9am this morning but i feel like it's going to end up as a monthly thing. like my physical diary that i write in once in a blue moon

thank you zoe i try

i am going to end up addicted to this site aren't i. it's like tumblr but less embarrassing (tumblr users don't bash me i am one of you)

my ascii art cat on my homepage isn't working. curse you flounder (sorry flounder)

update on ascii cat: not flounder's fault. my fault. did not put the ```

just had chips without ketchup and salt. have come to the conclusion that chips on their own are objectively bad - they taste like cardboard without salt and ketchup

do i work? or do i go and play trombone again

do i want to pursue classics because i enjoy it or because it's quirky and different? do i want to pursue maths because i enjoy it or because i think i am supposed to enjoy it or because i don't want to let down women in stem by ditching stem for classics? not even a woman but this keeps me up at night

sibling rivalry but it's not your real sibling

why did i have to inherit the shortsightedness gene

just said "the autism is strong with this one" and received the reply "i chuckled at this"

you could all be 90 years old for all i know. or 12