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The Other Other Side of Midnight

=> ~sleepwalker

~bartender - hot toddy, if you please.

Maybe I can tempt fate and finally talk about the last few months.

I haven’t been able to even think about it, really, without bringing on the anxiety attacks.

I never get anxiety attacks, despite my lifestyle… and it’s been sixteen years since my first panic attack (the big one).

Maybe I’m far enough removed, now, or maybe this drink and the valerian/chamomile compound I stacked earlier is doing its job more effectively than I imagined.

Gods… The Church comes for the children early tomorrow… this morning they barely let me say goodbye… I’ve got to get to sleep.

Tomorrow, maybe. Tomorrow the story.

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=> ~theoddballphilosopher wrote (thread):

I hope you be granted an easy rest from the shadows that stalk the halls of the church. Anxiety can strike like a phantom, and where they least expect it.

I heard that the Valerian Chamomile compound can bring some of the most surreal dreams.

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