I am moving back into communal housing.
This is a purposeful choice and something I am actually glad for cuz it was planned this time.
My apartment is funded by a larger shelter set. It's the best I have seen in about a dozen I've been to.
I still have to pay though. They have a free interim housing program my #insurance fully pays.
They provide everything
I want to make sure I have as much as I can if things go wrong in the #usa and so should you.
[#]uspol #uspol #USPolitics #housing #rant
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I am #livestreaming walk through #skidrow in a moment to show you your new home if the #usa collapses and you can't leave.
Starting at #unionstation in #losangeles in ten or fifteen minutes when I work up the nerve on #clapper.
I'm terrified.
I don't plan on saying much, some. Don't want to draw too much attention it's dangerous and I should go home.
But it's important.
Here is the announcement #video for it, if you like.
Why am I doing this?
https://newsclapper.com/video/ZyjxzNLdymLvPm16?r=DJq9G2GpJa
[#]uspol #USPolitics
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I am doing something that honestly scares the shit out of me.
[#]skidrow is a place I have no good memories from.
Not a single one, it was simply horrifying. I'll rather be sleeping on a beach than ever stay there again.
It's the most shameful thing I've ever seen when #losangeles is so rich.
I said the only reason I would ever go there again was if I was a social worker or something.
I'm going there to #record the mess, and stream it as long as my nerves will let me.
Wish me luck
[#]writing
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It turns out that #recording myself talking at a camera to get more comfortable with #livestreaming is turning into a bit of a #research project as well for my #tourettes #symptoms.
I am noticing #tics I have not before, mostly in my face because I am very aware of most of the tics in my body. I can see them.
I almost never look at my own face unless I have a reason to.
I am not bothered, but I do feel like the person they point to when they need an obvious example xD
[#]mentalhealth #rants
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While #tourettes is often used as a blanket term for someone who has a #tic #disorder I do want to clarify something.
Tic disorders are a spectrum, and can have many diagnosed illnesses. Similar to #autism too in that it manifests differently in everyone, and can often come with other illnesses as well.
Tourettes is at the far end, and involves having both motor and vocal tics for over a year.
Chronic Multiple Tic Disorder is similar but more temporary
[#]writing #mentalhealth #science #info
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Almost at the #hollywood walk of fame.
I was #afraid.
Now I just feel resolute and whatever happens happens after this.
There is no real purpose to this.
Just shouting at #tesla cars and #Cybertrucks and their owners.
Because they supported #elonmusk and I want to say I don't like them personally.
Just #poetry while my country burns down.
I'm gonna have some fun in about half an hour.
[#]writing #uspol #usapolitics #videos #insane #protest #impeach #trump
https://clapperapp.com/video/1Qx0vgBjjedaONMr?is_invite=1&r=DJq9G2GpJa&c=sh&m=co
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Figuring out how to use an entire #socialmedia platform after not using them for half a decade is definitely a lot of #work
I've never used #clapper until today.
But I don't mind #learning at all because it has a purpose.
I am doing this simply to spread the word that what is happening is not #right.
I believe in this, and I am #protecting my people I feel.
Nobody speaks on behalf of the #homeless.
So I will.
I don't really care if anyone listens.
[#]writing #uspolitics #uspol #trump #USA
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I do fully plan on #livestreaming later on #clapper I am just a 90 year old man in a 31 year old man's body, and have horrible #ptsd so talking in public is terrifying.
But I will, and hold nothing back.
I am used to being afraid, there are points where I am scared of everything sometimes and still have to #live somehow.
I am thinking in the evening, on #hollywood BLVD just so I can feel afraid and handle it.
Cuss out some #teslas cuz I'm MAD.
In the evening with all the #tourists there.
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Huh. I may have just found my new second #job
Because I live streamed on #clapper for about a minute and made 3 cents.
It was literally labeled "test stream" because I was testing for audio issues.
Maybe I should just make a living being obnoxious and shouting at #teslas and doing weird stuff.
Nothing illegal.
Maybe call it #maliciouscompliance with my protected #rights and it'll be fun.
Maybe I'll get hit in the face.
Eh. I'm always in pain anyway.
[#]uspol #livestreaming #rant
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Well if anyone is curious what I actually sound like, I am finding #clapper to be really entertaining and I am gonna start posting videos too.
Maybe start trying to narrate or tell stories with video instead who knows.
But we are indeed going to go Livestream cussing at #tesla drivers in #losangeles and #koreatown later at some point past 1.
What do you really think I planned this?
I'm just making shit up as I go and bored and mad too.
https://clapperapp.com/video/QE1ManDg7qyprGK4?is_invite=1&r=DJq9G2GpJa&c=sh&m=co
[#]teslas #elonmusk #livestream
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I kinda feel bad for #KamalaHarris right now.
Cuz not only is she watching all this bullshit going "I could have done SO MUCH better, what the hell is going on?!"
She will probably end up being the next #democrat candidate next cycle. If we get there. Maybe we'll just nuke ourselves, or get nuked by #canada.
If doesn't get #impeached she is going to have the largest mess in #usa presidential #history to clean up.
It's not even been 2 weeks my dudes.
[#]uspol #USPolitics #politics #Trump
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After the second plane crash, I will be #livestreaming myself going around flipping off all #teslas I see walking around LA.
JARRENoMgWtF on Clapper around Noonish Pacific
I am going to do it for hours, and cuss at them and see if they're as tough as they act on #Reddit when they defend Elon.
There is about to be a fit gay person in front of your car later if you're in LA shouting at you, SO SAY SOMETHING.
IF YOU CAN DODGE A TESLA YOU CAN DODGE A BALL
[#]uspol #uspolitics #humor #losangeles
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I gave the finger to 27 #teslas in #koreatown and downtown #losangeles today.
I counted.
And shouted at them standing in front of their car or stupid #cybertruck.
I was walking in traffic wearing bright colors and a #pride beanie on. Six feet tall and loud.
You can't really miss me when I am standing in front of your car in traffic shouting "FCK #elonmusk AND FCK YOU TOO!".
I'll do it some more it was fun.
And that's not #tourettes I meant that.
[#]uspolitics #pictures #trump #writing
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[#]elonmusk and #trump and all of the #republicans who voted for him are directly responsible for the death of 70 people.
Do not let anyone spin it otherwise.
Their actions killed those people because of staffing issues at the flight control tower.
They didn't have enough people to direct traffic, directly because of Elon and Trump gutting the #faa and pushing out it's head.
They are #murderers
More are going to die
[#]impeach him NOW
[#]uspol #politics #crime #usa #USPolitics #writing
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Hey guys did you know hiring people with darker skin and funny accents causes plane crashes?
Just ask #trump cuz he is blaming the plane accident in #washingtondc on diversity hiring practices.
Not him gutting the FAA like a definition of the stupidest person I know.
You know what the last thing I would ever cut is?
The guy in charge of whether flying planes is perfectly safe or 100% deadly for everyone involved.
[#]USpolitics #uspol #humor #darkhumor #disasters #dcplanecrash #politics
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I am typing this with one hand.
Someone is asleep on my chest and I don't want to wake them, and it's not my cat for once.
All this chaos in the world and I feel at #peace but I always keep my cool anyway. That's one of the reasons they like me.
I don't have much more to say really.
Just busy falling in #love and wanted to tell the world about it.
Also I know they read these sometimes.
Your hair is softer than my cat btw.
[#]writing #stories #lgbtq #happy #relatonships
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I flip off every single #cybertruck I see driving by.
[#]teslas too.
It makes them mad and I always love the face they give me, like they smell something rotten.
They won't get out cuz I'm six feet tall and look like a problem they don't want, and yell a lot louder.
They supported #elonmusk so they're probably not very tough honestly. I've never met an Elon fan who looked like they worked out.
Sometimes they honk.
Honk honk honk yourself home where you belong.
[#]humor #uspol #USPolitics
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I am quite #claustrophobic and absolutely nothing gives me more anxiety than those fools who go extreme cave exploring.
Also extreme cave diving, just to add drowning and a shorter time limit to your already extremely deadly hobby.
I can barely stay inside my apartment sometimes. Being in cars and buses is hard for me when it's crowded.
I watched a #youtube video about a guy who was stuck so bad an entire mining operation couldn't save him.
I'd rather be crucified.
[#]humor #writing #fears
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The #USA is realizing it is not the only super power for #freedom in the #world anymore.
It just has the biggest piece of the pie.
If it crumbles the rest of the world does too, so now Europe and our allies are fighting against our own #politics with their own, so they do not suffer.
[#]canada good job. Strike down those #tariffs and unite #europe against us.
I hesitate to say "us" because I am ME, not an #American
The #US didn't do a damn thing for me when I was homeless and suffering anyway
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Someone said I should write a #story about a cigarette.
I don't smoke them anymore but good lord was that an #addiction that was with me forever.
I had cigarettes when I had no friends, and they slowly killed me but let me stop and think, and reminded me of the fire in my soul.
I quit #fentanyl before I quit tobacco, then solved most of my #trauma before I stopped #vaping too.
Then I sold them when I was #homeless and nobody would hire me, so I could survive.
[#]writing #writingcommunity
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