Today is my 35th birthday. Two years ago, Jan ‘23, I wrote [Gender Brain Dump] in my book of shadows and shared with my therapist and a couple of friends. The following month, during the annual guys camping weekend, I took mushrooms for the first time. Sitting around the bonfire on that February evening in the woods, I wrote [001 - Shame & Shadow Work] and I typed out “I am a girl” for the first time, in middle of a spoken word poem. [002 - Exorcism] and [003 - Magic] followed through the weekend. I started HRT and came out to family/friends/work in March.
I’ve gone through 20,000+ photos in the past few days trying to make some sense of them: Leather and kink, queer memes, political humor, leftist infighting, agitprop, state violence, photos from protests and community defense / mutual aid organizing, miniature painting, and more. I will CW.
Going to share in this thread, starting with the last few months of coloring book art.
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just stopped myself from repeating a toxic pattern, go me!
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The mood boost of putting on some new makeup is pretty great. Hastily layering a different lipstick over the fading one from this morning also feels very me. 💜
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felt cute, might delete later.
hot mess and crazy for sure, but my physical health is better than it’s been in years, i feel strong in new ways, and i’m continuing to learn to love my body, stretch marks and all
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My birthday is next week and it would be nice to open something that’s actually me and feel seen after a difficult and lonely holiday season.
Mostly focusing on self-care, desire, making this house a home, and reconnecting with activities that excite my queer heart like dancing, burlesque, and performance art, as I enter the third year of my transition.
Thank you. 💜
https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/2YZ2M1F1NB4MB
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Considering long term inpatient psych because I can’t handle basic tasks or basic communication anymore. Feels like I’m failing myself by letting myself reach this point.
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For science!
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Nvm I missed two years. Perhaps more fascinated by dates now. And math. And memory. And neurobiology.
Life is absurd.
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10 years ago last night I went to my first kink event, a rope class, at a local dungeon.
Feeling like I can answer “fascinated by dates” as “yes” or w/e if I ever do another autism screening.
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Learning with about disability with my brother while grieving
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Working on some stuff?
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Working through some shit 💩
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Working the nine of hearts 🥰
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All opinions of me are fan theories
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Struggling a lot and haven’t slept in a couple of days but pushing through. 🐰
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There’s one of those little neighborhood library boxes down the street, so I took Bear for a walk to drop off this book, as I don’t need it right now, along with a bookmark from Laurie O’Connel’s Lichcraft. I trust someone will find it healing.
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Merry fucking Christmas, from Jade, Bear, chosen family, and the Mx. Clauses.
We used Dreamscape, Pixel Pink, and Pulse colors for to start the patch.
The bar at the bottom of the v was the one my brother used when he pierced my ears earlier this year. I’m going to miss him so much.
Love ya. ❤️
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I love him. So much. My Bear. ❤️
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Bunny!
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Watching forbidden book about hippos currently
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