hello everyone and tgif upon you this glorious week's end, here is a radio show i put to air on tuesday,
i didn't share it sooner because the ending is bad, the presenter for the next show waltzed into the studio and turned the cd player i was using off and we got dead air,
anyway, it's a "mix" (two and a bit tracks) of dream syndicate drone stuff from the mid-late 60's, i'll play the track that got ruined again at the start of my next show which will be going into more of the cale/conrad/maclise kind of jams, but at bit more electronic and 70's this time,
please give it a listen, https://omny.fm/shows/the-vibe-consultant/the-vibe-consultant-4-february-2025
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omfg i can't believe they're taking sam kerr to court in the uk over reverse racism,
i mean i can believe it but wow, this world is so fucked
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i feel like i'm doing some of my best work rn, even if i'm less hinged than ever, these are long term changes i'm making and the fact i'm going through with them despite all the doubt and angst and fuckery i'm feeling and posting (and subjecting you all to, sorrryyyyyyy) i'm doing this because i want to be a better person,
and i can be proud of that, even if others lose patience with me, i've got to see this whole thing through to the end, i've got to learn to like myself somehow,
that's why i transitioned 9 years ago, because i was tired of hating myself and i didn't want this horrible world to win,
but transing yr gender and being a communist is not enough, sometimes you have to take big scary steps towards something better, and i'm doing that (relatively) unflinchingly,
anyway can everyone say "good work on quitting drugs tilde even though it's only been 3 days"
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"sublingual wafer", sure if by sublingual you mean "silica gel DO NOT EAT" because that's what this shit tastes like,
good thing i love myself and want to survive!!
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🎶 kamen rider, you've been down too long in the midnight sea 🎶
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just ran into that "psychotic crackheads" post and yeah, jesus fuck some people are just super casual about their super intense putdowns.
as a psycho and a druggy i resent it!!
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today i did two loads of laundry, studied some 日本語、 attempted to recycle some cans and played a whole bunch of megami tensei
much better than yesterday's effort, i was really worried i was gonna be fuckdt forever and confined to bed,
pain is hard but today i'm upright, which is way better than yesterday
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local gender mathematics
note for the seppos, a "ute" is a utility vehicle, your equivalent of a "pickup truck" but generally way smaller and less obnoxious
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it's like rumiko takahashi knew the kind of shit i'd face in my life,
maison ikkoku and dealing with being a widow
inuyasha and dealing with having a demon transformation that you can't control (bipolar disorder)
i wonder what urusei yatsura will have to teach me,,, am i gonna get an alien gf who doesn't understand monogamy??
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my body is wracked with pain, oww! fellow me/cfs travellers, how do you handle pain?
i'm not allowed to use cannabis or opiates, what options do i have?
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can everyone say "good work on quitting drugs tilde" even though it's day 1?
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also i'll be actually sober, that's confronting, california sober was way more fun,
i love smoking weed and i really hoped i'd be able to do it until the day i died, it really is one of my daily joys, i guess i'll live longer now,
always thought cancer would take me young, now i've gotta maybe see this shitshow through to old age??
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psychiatrist has prescribed me asenapine and told me to stop smoking weed, i'm terrified this will make me a much worse person in many ways, like my personality will suck more and i will be tense and touchy, and my radio voice will suck more, i'll be speaking way faster, and i'll be so much more asskicked by chronic pain and unable to do basic stuff for myself,
i know all this because i stopped smoking weed last year before surgery and that's what happened last time,
oh well, i'm crazy and going to completely fuck my life up if i don't do this so who cares, i can go back to staying in bed all day, especially now i have the pension,
i'm worried i won't be able to keep doing as much stuff at the radio, won't be able to handle doing bands anymore, or taking training on, i've cancelled both of those things in advance this week because i don't know how i'll be,
i really hope i don't just become even more fatigued due to anti-psychotics, i hope i can handle the pain without relief, i hope i can keep doing the things i love,,
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today was supposed to be fun beach day but i ruined it and now it's just stress and sweltering and i am recoiling in fear at every single sound
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man i need this psych appt to get here sooner i need some mood stabilisers asap, i keep doing bipolar stuff and it ruins the things i treasure most, jesus fuck stop it tilde, be well!
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coming up tonight on 3cr we've got some live recordings from artists that played at the station during 2024:
this week it's chloe alison-escott (tas, native cats), sheep (nz, colombia) and vogli bonze (jp, buddhadatta)
presented by yours truly, kicks off at the bottom of the hour, 5:30pm aedt, tune in to 855am on your dial or https://3cr.org.au
i've got this slot every saturday in february, please check it out!x
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"so are things between you two serious?...",
well they just sent me a playlist named "TILDE" with jeff buckley's cover of just like a woman, it would be fair to say i am dying (good style) right now aaaaaaa
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tgif lovers and loners x
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happy lunar new year everyone, locals were setting off loads of fireworks last night and the joyless pigs went squealing down the road trying to arrest anyone remotely chinese-seeming,
happy year of the snake xx
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blocking those who post sinophobia, like "mention tienamen square on linked-in to be geo-blocked by all chinese users, this is a good thing let's all do it on purpose"
what the fuck, that's so racist man, if you don't like spam on linkedin maybe delete yr account?
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