I'm spending $18 again today after spending $15 after 2 consecutive days of netflix and chill from my landlords, where they knew the food supply was low and decided not to cook anything. They conveniently forgot to portion out some of the potluck food for me for 2 days in a row.
Remember, this is because we are now under their minds part of the "woke mind virus" that other devoted christians have been fighting against. #aspie #aspielife @actuallyautistic
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I've just been abandoned for the night by my support circles. The food made today by my landlords were reserved for church potluck and I only got a bread crumb of it. About to run out of cooked meals again, and they decided to Netflix and Chill instead of cook. #aspie #aspielife @actuallyautistic
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@actuallyautistic they've now squatted the living room for the past 24 hours because as soon as one group of tenants went to sleep, the midnight oil app programmer wakes up and hogs the living room, so I have ZERO time to warm up food in peace, since they all associate me with the devil.
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@actuallyautistic Another follow up. Everyone of the faith living in the house are now squatting the living room requesting 100% me time or else. The "or else" being accusatory death stares that because I am atheist I am an agent of the devil. This means I cannot heat my food in peace as they will give me death stares or turn up the volume on Christian content to dispel demons. My sensory concerns are literally seen as excuses to carry out the devil's wishes in this house. I haven't been able to heat my food in peace for 2 days straight. #aspie #aspielife
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@actuallyautistic Follow up: They now think my sensory concerns are excuses to be more rude/assertive over living room time. So they now blatantly ignore sensory based requests in addition to not making meals. #aspie #aspielife
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[#]MutualAidRequest
Under my landlord's right to religious freedom, because they now firmly believe that if I'm atheist I will go against them, they no longer feel an obligation to feed me under the social welfare for disabilities homeshare agreement.
I have had back to back restaurant/fast food trips this week because I have to compensate for them not providing food.
My social worker is straight up ghosting me and being completely unresponsive. If she were responsive, she would blame me for being too dependent and that I'm supposed to learn to cook with zero assistance and guidance. (Basically everything in her power to emotionally trigger me)
I am asking for #mutualaid once again, because being forced to fast just because those of the faith in the same house do, just isn't fair to me.
[#]aspie #aspielife @actuallyautistic
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"As for the principles of physics for how this works... I'll explain it to you...
I have no f***ing idea."
[#]GamersNexus
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Oh hey, GrayJay desktop is now version 4.
Clicks to install update
Log: libc version 9001 not found
[#]grayjay #linux
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I hate that I have skills, but I can't apply them because the social workers have crippled me so far that I can't comfortably work on stuff at home at my own pace, & my mental health prevents anyone from hiring me. (Anyone except disgusting recruiters for low functioning people)
I used to have a healthy local friend support network, my previous eviction wiped nearly everyone.
A new phone would prompt me to start a Odysee channel on being an Aspie on social welfare... That can't happen cause the person that previously agreed to a phone trade was denied a family loan for a car. He's now avoiding people to finish paid commissions.
As much as it hurts to ask, I need #mutualaid again to help either myself with food costs in a house that is collectively lying to me, or help my friend achieve a car purchase to ensure he gets his full driver's license this year so he can resume helping me. Links pinned to my profile.
[#]MutualAidRequest #autism #asd #aspie #aspielife @actuallyautistic
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@digitalfox https://sfw.furaffinity.net/view/59589089/
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Betrayed by everyone around me, stuck on low income, framed for failure by my social workers, and friends also denied their own success with a denied family loan for a car purchase. This is the reality of social welfare disability life as an #aspie in Canada. #aspielife @actuallyautistic
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People have been talking forced methods under their own will to digital detox, but as an Aspie, there's a sure fire way to digital detox that doesn't need much effort from you:
Lack understanding of social vibing, and thus causing you to lose all your friends from frequent meltdowns.
[#]aspie #aspielife @actuallyautistic
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IYKYK.
Credit: Adobe Stock (resolution is low enough to count as fair use)
[#]meme #catsofmastodon
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Day has gone extremely sour and I have no one to talk to. Almost unable to cope anymore.
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@actuallyautistic ...perhaps the most egregious potential response from my social worker: "They know how to cook, why aren't they cooking?" (My roommate got this response)
You see, YOU as a social worker were supposed to set us up with an environment that enabled us to cook, instead you told the landlord during intake "oh our other clients have set housefires, so we discourage clients from cooking for themselves" (you literally created a meltdown trap)
Doesn't help that my landlord believes the appliances we trained ourselves on are redundant to HER use. Zero consideration we need it to cook our own meals, just thinking about counter space for their stuff first and whether something is redundant. #aspie #aspielife
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@actuallyautistic ...it can get worse. My social worker could accuse me of eating too much like a pig. "If you've cooked a reasonable amount in advance and he's eating all of it, maybe he is the problem. Just say the word and we can relocate him." ("Relocate" being another word for "Eviction")
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@actuallyautistic another thing my social worker could say: "he never explicitly asked for one mandatory meal a day (yeah, cause I was suicidal directly after being evicted) so the law doesn't apply. Rest easy and just chill out, your me time is guaranteed."
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My landlords have now gone several days without making food for me opting only to make fries for my roommate because "his food requirements are simple"
I need assistance once again as the unexpected SSD cost has eaten away at a ton of savings. Remember, under my current situation, building PCs is how I cope and my social workers will use ANYTHING to sabotage my living situation, including saying "the legal requirements for food are optional, do what's most comfortable" to my landlords to skirt the law.
Donation links pinned in my profile.
[#]mutualaid #aspie #aspielife #helpneeded #emergencyaid #emergencyaidneeded @actuallyautistic
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Aspie evangelists, please don't say reclassification to ASD is a benefit. It clearly isn't at least in Canada. Reclassification has enabled social welfare to treat actually smart aspies like untrained dogs. #aspie #aspielife @actuallyautistic
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Never use Nvidia in #fedora. Especially that GE fork.
My next system is a 8700G + 6800 XT build for precisely this reason.
I would have gone for a dual slot 6900 XT but the power budget locks would have been too much. (It's a Dell OEM GPU)
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