I was pretty hateful and ugly in my earlier adult years

I was pretty hateful and ugly in my earlier adult years

Fri 13 Jan 2023 04:39:53 PM EST

...and I came to that conclusion after reviewing a few of my older posts. Wow. I won't really take anything that I had said or done back--unless it is something I've already taken back, of course--but still... yikes.

Needless to say, I've already removed some of the more colorful and private posts from public view. For the most-part you would have to be in the know of my life at the time to understand them, anyway.

A point of self-reflection, I guess; and in that I think I've discovered that I have changed and grown slightly--primarily through the company I keep--and yet, I haven't changed all that much. Honestly the latter strikes a bit of fear within me, as if I haven't changed all that much, then I am still very capable of being the same person I had been--which is a hateful and ugly weakling.

Oh, well.

I'll be moving on to try and do some more work on this journal or whatever you wanna call it.

--J

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