went on a date last night: my first “first date” in forever. was out 6:30pm-4:30am. date went fine. extremely eventful & informative night! cbgb then trophy room. felt like a night i should’ve had in my early 20s…
still feeling very proud of myself for going on a date. 2025 i think things will keep improving, my life will keep opening up…
i feel in many ways like i’ve lived my life backwards. i didn’t rly start drinking until age 26 when most ppl around me were beginning to embrace sobriety. i’m single for the first time while ppl around me are tired of dating & looking to “settle down”. but i feel like i already “did” “settling down” & have no interest in doing that again anytime soon. more than anything i’m mad at myself for how much i’ve missed out on
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