i cant believe its been so long lol. well i will say that i didnt end up telling him and im not sure how he took it. its endearing how blank he cant get sometimes. weirdly he is like a dog.

he gets this face when he is thinking. his chin goes all bumpy. ive never met anyone with a face like that. and when youve drawn a face so many times its hard to get it out of your head.

i guess i didnt expect to be so okay with things. there are some uncertainties that cease to matter. time makes you big. the past has a way of changing slow. it just cant keep up